July 21, 2010 Wednesday 11:00 pm
I wear so many masks, that I have forgotten what I look like. One mask for my family, one for my friends, and one for the world. I don't know how I feel anymore. I stopped feeling a long time ago. I fear what would happen if I let myself feel again. I know my finely crafted masks would shatter and then you would see what I really look like. My eyes only offer a glimpse at the turmoil and pain raging within, but not everyone can read my eyes …
Wednesday, July 21, 2010
Sunday, July 18, 2010
To be or not to be....MAD & Fuming!
July 18, 2010 11:10 pm
Last week was one of the most shittiest week I ever had in quite some time! And the worst part was that despite not being responsible for any of the goof-ups that happened, I was literally cast into the middle of the storm! What a week it was! Moreover to add the icing on the cake, I also had to deal with the temper tantrums of a delusional middle-aged guy! And that was the straw that broke the camel's back...and I let go of all my pent up frustration, anger and god knows what else!!!
Now looking back on the events of last week, I can't help but chide myself for losing my cool and giving that delusional creature ample scope to feel that he's important enough to piss me off! Oh, okay ...guess I am still mad..hmmmm...well to be honest, I guess I will remain mad and angry and mad at that creature till something else comes up :-P Ah...well...that's the way I am. Can't forgive or forget...ever! But well....twasn't my fault in the first place.
There are certain categories of people who I've always had low tolerance for...and it seems that with each passing year, my patience jst seems to be running lower and lower!
First on my intolerable list...are people who are so thick-headed that they can never accept their mistakes and take things forward from there. I mean, well come on guys...everyone makes mistakes...and well no one learns till s/he makes a mistake and accepts and then tries to rectify it. But, no...this logic just doesn't (or maybe they won't let it) make any sense to such pompous people...they believe they can never make mistakes and well...anyone who dares to say or point out such things, ought to have his/her head bitten off ...well...sth aka...the Queen's rant in Alice in Wonderland...'Off with her head!'!!! Just can't bear this lot!
Next on my hit-list are individuals who have absolutely no sense of what their limits are! Yes people...i just CAN'T tolerate guys and gals who cross their limits!
Then on the list are perennial liars who lie without any particular rhyme or reason. In fact many a times, I have seen these people lying through their teeth just for the heck of it!
Though there are some more who would have been mentioned in this list..well...I will refrain from doing so at the moment cos I just don't want my BP levels to crash through the ceiling! Even without thinking of them, my nerves are already shot!
So ciao for now...till I write in again!
Last week was one of the most shittiest week I ever had in quite some time! And the worst part was that despite not being responsible for any of the goof-ups that happened, I was literally cast into the middle of the storm! What a week it was! Moreover to add the icing on the cake, I also had to deal with the temper tantrums of a delusional middle-aged guy! And that was the straw that broke the camel's back...and I let go of all my pent up frustration, anger and god knows what else!!!
Now looking back on the events of last week, I can't help but chide myself for losing my cool and giving that delusional creature ample scope to feel that he's important enough to piss me off! Oh, okay ...guess I am still mad..hmmmm...well to be honest, I guess I will remain mad and angry and mad at that creature till something else comes up :-P Ah...well...that's the way I am. Can't forgive or forget...ever! But well....twasn't my fault in the first place.
There are certain categories of people who I've always had low tolerance for...and it seems that with each passing year, my patience jst seems to be running lower and lower!
First on my intolerable list...are people who are so thick-headed that they can never accept their mistakes and take things forward from there. I mean, well come on guys...everyone makes mistakes...and well no one learns till s/he makes a mistake and accepts and then tries to rectify it. But, no...this logic just doesn't (or maybe they won't let it) make any sense to such pompous people...they believe they can never make mistakes and well...anyone who dares to say or point out such things, ought to have his/her head bitten off ...well...sth aka...the Queen's rant in Alice in Wonderland...'Off with her head!'!!! Just can't bear this lot!
Next on my hit-list are individuals who have absolutely no sense of what their limits are! Yes people...i just CAN'T tolerate guys and gals who cross their limits!
Then on the list are perennial liars who lie without any particular rhyme or reason. In fact many a times, I have seen these people lying through their teeth just for the heck of it!
Though there are some more who would have been mentioned in this list..well...I will refrain from doing so at the moment cos I just don't want my BP levels to crash through the ceiling! Even without thinking of them, my nerves are already shot!
So ciao for now...till I write in again!
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